When you're a subscriber who would like to deactivate or remove your account from Zoosk, you're required to cancel your subscription first. Then, once you deactivate your account, your profile isn't visible to other members, and you lose your subscription benefits and your list of connections.
Because you deactivated before your subscription term was over, you cancelled your subscription and lost your subscription benefits.
Contact Zoosk Customer Support and we can offer you some options to help you resubscribe and start using Zoosk again, including promotions and discounts that can make your subscription more affordable.